get dinner?”
When I opened it, he was wearing another oversized shirt buttoned high around his neck.
“You look beautiful,” he said.
“Do I?”
We ate downstairs, but Jeffrey talked about everything except the second hotel room.
By the time dessert arrived, I couldn’t stand pretending.
“I’m tired. I’m going upstairs.”
“I’ll walk with you.”
“Don’t.”
I returned alone, crawled beneath the blanket, and cried into the pillow.
I became convinced our marriage was ending.
At 11:30, someone knocked.
Jeffrey stood outside with red eyes.
“I’m sorry.”
“For what?
