I had just bu.ried my husband, and nobody knew that during that very same week, I had purchased a ticket for a year-long cruise.

son had used it with me.

But I wasn’t turning around.

“Take care of Chloe,” I said.

Then I ended the call.

For the first time in forty years, I switched off my phone.

At the Port of Miami, I boarded the ship with one suitcase and grief I no longer felt obligated to apologize for.

A young crew member greeted me.

“Traveling alone, ma’am?”

I glanced back toward the city.

“Yes.”

For once, the word didn’t sound lonely.

It sounded free.

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Three days later, I stood on my cabin